It’s not that we don’t see, feel, or understand. It’s that we don’t look hard enough. A lot of people forget how to live. They just get by trying to pay bills or food on the table which becomes boring. Even if you go on vacations that doesn’t mean you’re living or are happy. Try to see things in different perspectives. Look at it from different angels and ask questions. Be curious about life like you were as a baby, just live in the present by observing, analyzing, asking questions and trying to answer them. You have to find pleasure in the little everyday things which will turn into bigger things. This will turn into satisfaction, confidence, and you might begin to live.